Monday, April 17, 2006

Good Bye..for now



I have tried. I have tried myself best to stay afloat here while struggling with work and my thesis. Now i know, studying while working fulltime is not an easy task. But this is what i chose to be, this is the path i want it to be. Guess i need to sacrifice something in order to gain something. And i have no choice but to sacrifice all of my online activities, including you guys. I will not be available in blog-o-sphere, online messengers, and in any web portals. I guess the only mode of communication is going to be my mobile phone and occationally my e-mail. I am really going to miss you all very much.

This blog will hibernate for some time, and i hope it won't be too long until everyone forgets who is ammu. I didn't discuss this with anyone, for that matters.. and my decision may come as a surprise to many, i know. Tulipspeaks is love of my life and to leave it is a hard decision on my side. ..looks like this is not the first time i have to depart from something i love.

I hope to bounce back.. soon..

Special note to praveen, i'll complete the task that u gave me. no worries. I always keep to my words. To keshi, muuuaxxxx.. love ya alot.. do mail me if anything bothers u. n000nie.. u know how to get me, if not online.. nanyaar, u have my mobile number nah? i'm sorry i didn't say goodbye last nite. z000nie, i know u r busy .... good luck with the presentation :) visithra, keep in touch..




I know someone going to read this, and this note goes to that person..

Its never my intention to hurt u, ur feelings, ur aspiration or whatever u r doing..i meant well, i always do...only thing is that my approach is different from the others..i thought that is what made me to stand out of the crowd but as always, i got misundestood. i was praying that we met that day, settle any differences between us. I don't want to carry this with me for the rest of my life. There is so much of thing to tell, so much to talk about. You were the shoulder for me to lean on, to cry my heart out.. :) .. I'm hurt, and i know u know it very well too. All i was asking was a day for me to explain myself. if not now, i know its going to be never. But my attempt ended miserably as usual. Hmm.. and what u saw was not what it is. Again, u misunderstood me? Why?...i'm still hoping my mobile to beep...




19 comments:

praveen said...

okie dearie...i know you have been struggling for some time..its only right that you concentrate on one thing at a time...and btw, i think u've alredy done a splendid job and now i will continue ur job from here..so u have nothing to complete as of such (this is in relation to ur special note)

well..the red note at the bottom...hmm....no comments

take care my dear...love ya....and anytime u need anything, just msg me okie...luv ya

visithra said...

humm take a break darling - finish wht u need to then come back - we'll wait for ya ;)

muax - *hugs*

~*. D E E P A .* ~ said...

tc ...

may happiness come ur way ....

keep smiling

will b waiting for u ..

belated new yr wishes

Jeevan said...

All the Best for your Works and studies. Enjoy the Break and soon:)

Keshi said...

Amu is this cos ur busy with work n studies or this cos of some personal issue?

Anyways this came as quite a surprise to me...but if ur gonna feel better and less stressed from not blogging, Im happy for ya...but plz dun go foreva...cos I will miss u terribly!

Come to think of it, I've been thinking of taking a longer break from being online as well...so-called friends dun seem to be friends at all and tho I have been trying to hold my head, sometimes it gets me down...to see ppl who were very close to me just brush past me like Im nothing at all...

Anyways I'll let u know soon Amu...till then tc and huggggggggggggz! I will email u soon...

Keshi.

Invincible said...

Happy Tamil new year Amu !

Hey, i just pray u 2 settle the differences and yes, take it easy, one at a time. Always give priority to ur personal life over work etc

Invincible said...

I missed ur offliner. Pls resend
:-) :-)
cheese

Arz000n said...

:(

:(

:(

*sobs*

*sobs*

But think its betta for you to take a break and focus on ur studies...blog is not running anywhere...

Im still working on the stupid ppt...grrrrrrr.....

Łóòň Ġãĺ said...

awwwwwwwwwww!!!

hibernating!

dont eat too much ;p ;p .. u're a nutrionist after all ... hehe!!

have fun babes ... and besta luck with ur work n thesis ... tiz sure gonna be fine ... sometimes in life you need to choose ur priorities .... :)

awww ur last para got me curious ;)

and there isnt any message for us! like we're a bunch of stupid people waiting to read ur posts!!!

grrrr


*sobs sobs*


lol kidding!


take care and u'll be missed for sure.

4u2nvau/Rohit said...

WHAT????????? I don't remember giving you permission to leave. I order you to come back right now!!! And im serious, don't think im joking.

:( :(

Plz come back :(

I said sorry 50 billion times...

Nanyaar? said...

:(

tis no fair

Keshi said...

Hi NV I hope u rem me too...

Keshi.

4u2nvau/Rohit said...

I hope the same Keshi and yes I do rem you but theres no use approaching you coz I'll just be like the crowd on ur blog.

I don't like being a crowd, I like being a friend...

Keshi said...

**I don't like being a crowd, I like being a friend...

NV did I ever make u feel like ur only a part of the crowd?

Keshi.

Keshi said...

oh forget it NV...dun bother answering that cos I thought we solved it a while back and looks like all u've said is pretty lies...like most ppl did here anyways. nevermind. I've tried my best to be ur friend but each time u pushed me away...I dun get that. I think I've done enough. Mayeb u should 'try' to be a friend to me too. But guess u only thought abt what I should be to u and not what u should be to me. forget it mate..bye!


Keshi.

4u2nvau/Rohit said...

Should I write a post on it Keshi?

Keshi said...

up to u NV...and its up to u too to make fun of my posts and my emotions. Im not here for a business...those r my true emotions and I guess u never took me seriously anyways. NV as I said b4, Im done. I never felt that cheap b4 in my life...the way u said that u dun want to be just someone in the crowd. IS THAT HOW I TREATED U? Nevermind. I'd rather be friendless than have friends like u who think that way abt me. Bye.

Keshi.

Michelle said...

aww ammu...yeah i knw it must b diff to handle everythin @ once...same is gna happen to me i guess...im gna b real busy now onwards...plus i got my boards this year...u take care...hope to hear frm ya soon!!

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