I was in love with him, and I still am. A four-year relationship is not something anyone could just forget in a blink of an eye, and I don't think I even want to attempt to forget him. The four years was a roller coaster ride for both of us. Sometimes it was smooth, sometimes it was bumpy. Guess that is what life is all about.
I still remember the first day I saw him. Four years ago when I was still fresh from college, I remember being pretty naive then. His appreance is what caught my innocent eyes. Eventually I learnt that he was as good as his looks. A well-built feature that anyone could die for. He was cool.
The last four years, I was in a learning mode. From master degree to social networking to blogging to what not! I was learning them all, and he was there for me the entire time. I don't think I could have pull it through without him. I loved him for that. I always do.
Now, the time has come for both of us to move on. I think I am ready for bigger challenge, and he thinks its time for him to be with someone else. It was a painful decision to make, but I know I will have to make that decision sooner or later. I really would like to tell him how much I adored him, how much I valued him, how much I loved him. But wait, I think he already knew that. The time he accompanied me to the hospital when I was doing my research, the time he spent with me working in my study room and the beautiful moments we shared in my bed will always be in my memory.
I think I should just stop crying and let him go. He has to go.
Good bye my dear Travelmate 250.
12 comments:
lol.... very nice :)
Ammu... as I read the entry of yours.. I was almost hearbroken too!
LOL!!
You got a new notebook? :D :D
@ anks
:) thanks!
@ ethel
hehehehe.. yes! will introduce my new 'companion' soon.
ammu.
I know it from the start that you weren't referring to a person! You sounded to not un-happy! Haha..
Who will he be with now? More importantly, which hunk of an upgrade did you get? Hahaha!! Something even more feature packed and smexy?
BYE!
p.s. I wish i had someone to leave. LOL!
@ usws
i should have pumped in more emotion! *sigh
will intro my new hunk soon. he originated from the same planet as my ex! *hint hint.. hehehehe
ammu.
woowwwiiee...amu got new lappie va??
thank God it was just abt an Upgrade. LOL Ammu I was thinking u were talking abt N :)
HUGGGGGGGGGZ!
Keshi.
Lol Ammu :) I really thought you were talking abt a person and I started feeling bad for you *hitting my head* .. What have you upgraded it to??
You brought down the writing into please... he looks simply beautiful dear :) don’t worry hope he will be in safe hands.
@ vicknes
ama.. hehehehe
@ keshi
lolz. nah.. threw N out of my life for good! no worries dear :P
ammu.
@ shalini
eh. sorry to mislead u la. :P
will post about the 'new hunk' soon after i explore him a bit. hehehehe
@ jeevan
he was a good looking hunk. yea, my cousins better take a good care of him.
ammu.
LOL!! wonderfully written...and just when u begin to suspect its not a guy u end it!
wudent let us spoil ur joke wudya? :D
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